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I am in a good mood this morning. Yay for me. One reason being that Hannah actually ate more than just a bite of her breakfast as per her usual habit... She actually ate it all! I am so proud of her. She just doesn't eat enough. Jenna never did either. Thank goodness she grew out of it and so will Hannah I am sure.
Talked to Todd for 2 hours online last night. *smiling* I am exhausted this morning, but its worth it. It went very well. I was funny and witty and all that jazz. And we had a great conversation. Couldn't ask for more right now. I'm content. At least for the day.
I'm gonna weigh myself today... I have been cutting back because I gained 15 pounds on this stupid drug called Paxil. I was only on it for 3 months and it really didn't help me at all (its for nerves, anxiety, etc). It only made me sweat, break out in pimples and gain weight. I went off it and boom... none of those problems anymore. Except the lingering weight issue. I've lost 3 pounds of it so far. Can't wait to see how much I've lost now. Crossing fingers.
Gonna go clean up now...
Oh, by the way... I told Todd I love him a couple of months ago. Forgot to mention that here yesterday. Yes, it was incredibly hard (the night I ended it) but I am so glad he knows for sure now. And he didn't run away! He still wants me... I was sure it would scare him away from ever seeing me again. He had to know. And its a relief to have it off my chest. Phew.
Later...
Almost too much - March 24, 2006
Contact... Oh God - March 22, 2006
Life is cruel - March 02, 2006
Todd's Back... - September 03, 2005
still here - February 12, 2005
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