Ok... I just figured something out. Remember when I wrote an entry in November that just wouldn't show up? It was called Todd, babies and tears. Well I have found it only it is not under that title for some reason. If you want to read about the night Brenda and I ended it, you can click on OLD and go to June 19, 2003 and click on Todd and other stuff.
Apparently the entry got put there. So read that if you want to... then make sure you read yesterday's and today's entries so you know what is going on now with us.
Can't believe that ended up where it did... but i'm kinda glad it did... It shows the deep emotions I was going through that day.
Almost too much - March 24, 2006
Contact... Oh God - March 22, 2006
Life is cruel - March 02, 2006
Todd's Back... - September 03, 2005
still here - February 12, 2005
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