Another nipply day...
yippee ya hoooooo
Jenna is home from school because it is so cold out. The wind chill is actually -47!! That is a very cold day.
So her and Hannah are building a lovely little house complete with kitchen, living room and bedroom in my hall. I'm trying to avert my eyes and calm down that part of me that just ITCHES to clean that mess up right now. Its hard though... but as my mom reminded me this morning, I used to make such houses and tents and such when I was little ALL THE TIME.
So I guess I can stand the mess for the good of their fun... for now anyway... lol
I'm pretty excited about this new diet I'm on... well actually its not a diet, but a new way of eating. It's called Food for Life and I've been on it for three days... and although I know I shouldn't be weighing myself so soon... I do now know that I have lost 3 pounds already. I won't weigh myself until next Monday though... a week from my starting date... and I'll try to refrain and keep it to once a week from now on. But I have to say that it was quite a moral boost to read those numbers on the scale yesterday... It is working... as I knew it would. I have the same determination I had last time I lost 25 lbs. I WILL lose this excess weight and CURSE that damn Paxil for causing it.
I seriously do not recommend Paxil for anyone. It caused horrid changes in my body and didn't help my nerves a bit in my opinion.
And the most wonderful part of this new way of eating?? Well I'm not hungry... and that is hard to believe... that I am actually going to lose weight and I'm not starving myself. What a great way to lose it!!
Brenda is the same... no answers yet... lots of conditions ruled out, but she is still shaking and very weak. Out of commission are the words Todd used the other night... poor girl... I hope she gets better soon. Her vision is not normal... I think the seizures did something to damage her eyesight and who knows what else. She is just not the Brenda I know.
Anyway, gonna go for now... gotta get ready cause I'm going up to visit Ann for awhile.
Later...
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Contact... Oh God - March 22, 2006
Life is cruel - March 02, 2006
Todd's Back... - September 03, 2005
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