Well on the bright side...
I am at least able to stand myself a bit better today. Yesterday plain sucked. But thank God its over and today is a step up from that totally broken feeling.
I did talk to TL yesterday at supper time after making myself go all day without calling. I didn't want TL to think I was over anxious and I wanted TL to think about me just a bit and wonder... Well the first thing TL said to me when I called was "I expected you to call before this"... *smiles*
Though I feel a little guilty now for making TL wonder all day... I am happy that I waited and did not give in to temptation. I felt better once we talked although that empty feeling was and is still there. Now the waiting game begins and we'll just see when we talk again. Soon....... I hope. *sighs*
There is so much more I want to say about this, but I'll have to add it all to my private diary. I want to remember everything that has happened this weekend and keep those good memories close to my heart.
Onto a whole different topic... I would love it if you would check out almostloved. She's a friend of mine who just started her diary here at Diaryland. She's great and very witty. A total blast to hang out with and though she begs to differ, her life is NOT boring. Something is always going on with her between her kids, her husband... and dealing with me and my pathetic problems. ;)
Well that's it for now... gotta go get supper and get my kids off the ceilings.. *sighs*
Almost too much - March 24, 2006
Contact... Oh God - March 22, 2006
Life is cruel - March 02, 2006
Todd's Back... - September 03, 2005
still here - February 12, 2005
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